I ...
am a hypocrite but sometimes I try to be humble.
am rude but I usually try to be polite.
ask questions which people don't always want to hear, only to have their offence remind me of my etiquette.
have extremely intelligent colleauges who make me feel worthless from time to time.
waste away most of my day but I want people to think that I am somewhat productive.
hate reading but I do it because I want to reap its benefits. I love to know more, but I'm lazy to find out.
never had a close friend even though I've always wanted one.
love my family but I see them only for a month each year.
cannot remember the last time I laughed because I was happy.
love my dog and the day of his death still haunts me today.
hate to lose so I avoid confrontation.
am socially inept: inconsiderate, loud, careless, irrelevant, aggravating. I think I will be my worst social encounter if I hadn't already met myself.
don't know the purpose of my life even though I think about it all the time.
But I am foolish enough to think that I can change all these.
2 comments:
The wise person (either that or he's a f*cking know-it-all) would say that you should change only if you really want to, and for something (someone) which (who) is truly worth it.
I don't know..
In any case, since when are you "socially inept: inconsiderate, loud, careless, irrelevant, aggravating"? Hmm..don't quite remember that leh..
Oh, my personality is scarred after years of abrasion by society.
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