Bearings

Bearings

好久没以中文书写了。试一试。
最近生活非常忙碌。研究与日文课占据了大半的时间。得到周末方能安心的睡。常常与时间赛跑；也都常常败。

因该感觉很充实的。心中却始终存有个空虚。

曾经认为生命的真谛就珍藏在人与人之间的坦诚，爱护。如今人在情薄的异乡，自立心较强，情操的幅度也得相对的减弱。空虚的感觉也似乎扩散了一些。欲强是否也就得承受孤单呢？
 
My world is unravelling. I hope that there would be a spot left to stand on when it's done falling apart.

Very often, I seek a simplicity which my life simply can't sustain. I suspect that is what a partner is supposed provide. I wonder how long it will last? Probably long enough to deceive both individuals to give marriage a shot. I know I am lame in thinking about starting a family now. But I'm turning 27 this year and such intermittent thoughts are inevitable.

But tonight, I will go home where an empty room, and the scent of sleepy bedsheets will greet me. Of course, that would probably be 4am in the morning again.

I am a little tired. Nothing seems to possible now. I just wish that someone would know.